21 March 2005
sad, heartbroken and confused
last sat, i went to the gb competition at the bugis junction arcade. i reached there at 4 pm while shipei reached there at 2pm. walao eh, y didn't u gif me a call/sms when u r going to the compy? ok, i sucked during the matches i played [only won 2] as i was tinking abt many things during the tourney [cannot concentrate lolx]. spent $15 juz on those matches. i felt sadded when shipei told me after our games in front of me that we can only be normal frens. she said: "i've treated you juz like a fren only. i have no feelings for u!" i was utterly disappointed when she told me this. o well, but life still has to go on for me. i was thinking if i had disappointed her in any way. and y isit that u still dunno abt my gd and bad pts after meeting u for 3 times liao? when the event ended with the prize presentation, me, shipei, talent and other pros went off together to have dinner. every1 chatted abt gb strategies. of course, i asked talent abt boomer tips and tricks. he paid for my bowl of laksa each of us had.[abit paiseh] talent also paid for shipei's bowl and the taxi fare[me, talent and shipei took the same taxi to bukit panjang plaza and i went home by 187]. he even offered the 2 movie vouchers to me and shipei which he had won frm the lucky draw. but i'm too embarassed to take the voucher lolz. bcos shipei also there mahz+i had to respect her decision. during the taxi ride, we discussed abt FEEL ppl and gb stuffs. i still managed to haf a nice afternoon though it's filled wif plenty of disappointment.
Posted at: 9:55 pm
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Collin Ng Xing Kah
18 going 19
Male
Single
Singaporean
Fuhua Secondary School 2001-2004; Ngee Ann Polytechnic 2005-2008
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My Friends who I can confide in, Ohanians, Crusades, my meis, my jies, my band of brothers, food >.<, cycling, maplestory, taekwondo, shooting, going out, cycling expeditions and etc.
My Hates
Betrayers, cheaters, unfairness, haoliansters, daosters, f*ckers, bad-attitude people, b*tches, act-big people, tyrants, insensitivity towards people of other races/religions, elitists who only know how to belittle poly students. Anything extremely bitter or distasteful. >_<
